THE mum of a potential victim of Britain’s worst female paedo Vanessa George has sent her a heartbreaking letter revealing her son “still wets the bed”.
Depraved nursery worker George, 49, abused 64 babies and shared the sickening videos with her pervert lover as she boasted she was his “paedo whore mum”.
She was today released from prison after just ten years to the outrage of families who still aren’t sure if the monster abused their children at Little Ted’s nursery in Plymouth.
One mum has now penned a devastating letter to the fiend revealing she feels “full of shame, guilt and disgust” and “waits until her kids are in bed to sob”.
The letter, handed to ITV News, reads: “What you’ve left me with is a legacy of pain and constant reminders of the past.
“A 13 year old child that still wets the bed and has never had a sleepover at a friends house. A child that has had counselling and social problems since they were 18 months old.
“A child that finds it difficult controlling his emotions who is full of rage at times.”
The mum has demanded George come clean over which children she abused to put parents out of their torment.
She added: “You owe every single family a definitive answer. You owe us a list of names.
“You owe us parents a decade without regrets, shame and guilt. You owe our children their childhood, their innocence, their lives back!”
Mum's heartbreaking letter to George in full
If you’re reading this then you’ve been let out. I don’t even know if I will send it. You were my friend. I honestly cannot believe you would hurt our children the way you did. I feel disgusted and ashamed every day that I left my beautiful innocent children with you willingly as you smiled at me, knowing what you were doing. The guilt you have left me with as a parent has been so overwhelming at times I have questioned my own judgement and ability to be a good parent. I’ve waited until the kids are in bed to sob. I’ve cut perfectly good people out of our lives because I don’t trust anyone.
What you’ve left me with is a legacy of pain and constant reminders of the past. A 13 year old child that still wets the bed and has never had a sleepover at a friends house. A child that has had counselling and social problems since they were 18 months old. A child that finds it difficult controlling his emotions and is full of rage at times. A mother full of shame, guilt and disgust.
A mother who wishes she could take it all back and change things. A mother who doesn’t think there’s any punishment in the world fit for what you’ve done to my baby and my family. A mother whose heart is absolutely shattered into pieces every time she sees your face or hears your name because it reminds me that I gave my children to you without a thought at the school gate every day.
You set my family down a path 10 years ago that no one should ever have to go down. Your actions have ricocheted through every aspect of my families life since 2009. Just when we start to move on, your face appears again or the nightmares start. You owe every single family a definitive answer. You owe us a list of names. You owe us parents a decade without regrets, shame and guilt. You owe our children their childhood, their innocence, their lives back!
You’ve survived the last 10 years, my family has suffered. It’s not fair that you get to move on now and start a fresh life and we are left to continue suffering. I want answers, I want a list of names of those children affected…and if you don’t give them up then I only wish that you can experience even half of the excruciating torture we have endured.
Waiting patiently as always,
An old, very tired friend.
Earlier this month, we told how George was due to be released under strict conditions, with it emerging today through the Victoria Derbyshire Show she has been freed.
A Parole Board ordered her release on the grounds she presented no danger despite objections from her victims’ families.
One dad, who still doesn’t know whether his young daughter was abused, told The Sun Online: “If I see her I will kill her, all bets off. Even if my daughter wasn’t [one of the ones abused].
“I was disgusted [by the verdict], The whole process from start to finish – even up to today – has been a mess.
“She should never be released. We had no sleep at all last night.”
George will now face “extensive and robust” licence conditions on her release, including residing at a location as directed by her supervising officer and bans on owning or using any electronic device which has access to the internet.
She will also not be able to Plymouth – with one dad telling The Sun Online previously he would “kill” her if he ever saw her.
It emerged last year that George changed her name in prison, reverting to her maiden name of Vanessa Sylvia Marks.
SICK PAEDO RING
Special needs coordinator Vanessa George took pictures on her phone of her abusing babies and toddlers at a nursery in Plymouth.
She was jailed in 2009 for a minimum of seven years.
Her trial heard she sent pictures to paedophile Colin Blanchard after meeting him on Facebook.
When arrested she did little to help identify the victims.
Blanchard, of Rochdale, said to be the “hub of the paedophile wheel”, was later jailed for a minimum of nine years.
He traded the photos to members of a paedophile ring, including prostitute Angela Allen, of Nottingham, who was jailed for at least five years.
She earned the grisly title of Britain’s worst female paedo in 2009 after she was caged for taking the sick pictures of herself harming babies and toddlers.
The fiend cruelly refused to tell police the names of all of her victims – leading to a decade of “hell” for families who still aren’t sure whether their child was abused.
Child protection officers visited 180 children thought to have had contact with George, who admitted taking up to eight pictures a day while on duty.
‘NEW DEPTHS OF DEPRAVITY’
Mum-of-two George, whose two daughters have publicly disowned her, described herself to Blanchard as a “paedo whore mum” in vile exchanges between the two.
She also called him “baby” and described them as the “perfect paedo couple” as she “plumbed new depths of depravity”.
George was caged indefinitely for a minimum of seven years in 2009, along with another online lover, ex-prostitute Angela Allen, who was given the same sentence.
Tracey Lyons, who was jailed in 2011 for sending sickening child abuse pictures to Blanchard, has now been released from prison.
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Tracy Dawber, who was in a year-long relationship with the paedo ringleader, was caged for four years for abusing a two-year-old boy and letting Blanchard film it.
It has now emerged Allen could be freed by Christmas and is due to appear before a Parole Board hearing in December to plead for her freedom.
Blanchard has also applied to the Parole Board for a hearing and is expected to be given a date in January.
George pleaded guilty to two counts of sexual assault by penetration and two counts of sexual assault by touching[/caption]
She has been freed from prison, it is understood today[/caption]
Colin Blanchard was jailed for nine years in 2011[/caption]